Một tuần vừa học vừa ghé thư viện làm, thấy không có gì nhiều mà sao về nhà là muốn mệt lả. Chưa kể schedule học và shuttle schedule không có hợp tác gì hết trơn. Ai nghĩ ra cái shuttle schedule cũng hay lắm đó, thường xuyên có chuyến đến trạm chính xác lúc giờ ra khỏi lớp. Lần nào cũng y chang lần nào, vừa bước ra khỏi building chạy mới được mấy bước thì cái shuttle nó đã bắt đầu chạy và 2 giây sau thì mất tiêu luôn. Hôm bữa tối đi học về, lạnh đến nỗi ko thể nổi da gà vì người quá tê. Đã vậy còn nghe rân rân trên đầu. Yesss, lạnh nổi gai óc là vậy đó.
Mùa đông sao mà dài thoooo`ng vậy. Tất cả mệt mỏi này là tại mùa đông hết. Chỉ cần mùa xuân đến, shuttle hả, muốn tới giờ nào tới, mình đi bộ cỡ nào cũng được hết trơn. Winter just isn't my season. It's the emotional season too. Mann, too many holidays and every holiday is just another day for me. Like a song without up beats.
I think I won't talk about him anymore. After all, it's not love. And I'm not that involved to get hurt. We are just two people who like each other a little bit more than a friend. And I'm not even sure if I still like him as much as I thought but it shouldn't leave me being too emotional about it. I think that makes me pathetic somehow. If he doesn't want me, then why would I want him? And I'm pretty certain that when that kind of thought crosses my mind, it means that I am not that into him :) Right now, I enjoy being just me. The cool me, lame me, pretty me, looking-like-hell me,...I'll take them all. Because that one point I've been looking at, I know I still wanna see it soon.
I am missing home somehow. Can't call it homesick because it's not too much of a heavy feeling inside. It's like when you get outside in this freezing weather, hands in your coat pocket, and you say to yourself "I wanna be there" as you're on your way to school. But time always flies, so I'll fly home one day. Where all those coats and Uggs (which are not my favorite footwear) are pretty much useless. Who needs those when the sun shines all year round?
And season of the broken hearts is over? I guess hahha. It was sweet though. Now it's time for season of the young blood. We'll stick together through thick and thin. Even through any season of the broken hearts later on.
For a while, doesn't it seem like we'll stay young forever?
i think its thick and thin and hell yeah im so glad that its almost over already !!!
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