rambling

I was sick last night. I'm still not very well now but a little bit better. I had a fever and was feeling cold even the temperature in my room was 79F.

I cleaned the kitchen today. Did the dishes. Cooked. Had blanket and bed sheet and pillow case washed. I'm reading textbook in the kitchen because apparently, the mini heater in my room and the hair dryer can't be on at the same time or the power will be out in there. The same thing happened 3 days ago and Jeff the repairman had to come to fix it. I asked him what to do tonight and did what he told me to but it's not working. He'll have to come Monday to check things out. He must think I'm such a nuisance. 

I'm not in a good mood. Either because I'm sick or my period is coming. I never remember my cycle. Is that bad? I know. I don't remember to turn off the heat when blow drying my hair which is why now the power is out in my room. I don't remember my cycle so I'm not sure it's the reason I'm not in a good mood. Or maybe, I'm almost always not in the good mood the whole winter. I feel a little pathetic in this weather. Everything looks so depressing. Like all the excitement in the world has gone to sleep. Like people are sleepwalking and they function because they are programmed to do so. Jeeez my life is boring. 

It's actually snowing outside. I've always thought snow is so pretty to look at when they fall and you are inside your house, sitting on the couch and holding a cup of hot tea in your hand. Except for the snow part, none of that is happening now and since I'm sick, it gives me a chill just to look at them. I don't wanna get a fever, that's the worst part.

Wishlist right now: winter goes away and I feel better. 

Kinda have nothing more to say so this is good night.

Night!